10.9.09

fall again

i miss you now and then
truly i hate myself when my mind is overwhelmed by the thoughts of you
without knowing whether you are thinking of me or not

just like today
when i started my day missing you
i tried to get my mind rid off it
so i started to remember all the stupid things you did
the way we yelled at each other
the reasons you made me cry
the simple things that you did wrong
the hatred that i felt for you

coz you're not here
coz you're not around
coz i miss you like s***

then i give up
the harder i try the deeper i fall
you made me..

then i realize that
the more that i hate you the more that i love you
i hate myself for loving you this much and more
i hate myself coz i could fall for you over again


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