it's just too much

have you ever been in love?
so much deeply in love
desperately in love

that was the moment when....

you can't pass a single day without him/her besides you
you can't identify yourself without putting his/her name on it

you lost yourself in his/her charm
you lost your way when you're not holding his/her hand
you lost your mind when you stop thinking about him/her

you care so much about him/her
you care so much about being with him/her
you care so much about making him/her happy
you care so much about showing him/her how deep your love is

in his/her eyes
you see your faith
you see your future
you see the real you
you see your heaven's being created
you see your dreams come true all at once

yes i have

once i was desperately in love

then i realized that it was just too much

too much love
too much to care
too much to bear
too much to share

then...

i'm too afraid of falling
i'm too afraid of failing
i'm too afraid of hating
i'm too afraid of loosing
i'm too afraid of cracking
i'm too afraid of everything or nothing

so, i let it go

they say, i should just let it flow
but i let it go

once and for all
i've ever been in love
that much
and it was just too much

i only need this much