ideal teacher

i'm writing this in the middle of a training program that i'm following as a teacher.
one of the materials presented is about how to be an ideal teacher.

to be a teacher is not a thing that i'm dreaming of but the thing that become my reality.
i never thought that to be a teacher can be this enjoyable, fun, honorable, yet hard, complicated, and nerve racking.

so often, i'm considering of changing my way of life, to have another job, to stop being a teacher.
because i believe that i should do much to transform myself into an ideal teacher. and i'm far far far away from being ideal.

because as far as i concern, an ideal teacher is someone who...

• up to date
• in common with his/her students
• the person on whom it is possible to count on, and sets a good example to students.
• in favour with students
• must have his/her subject, which teaches at his/her finger-ends
• rejoice an authority
• must be consistent in work, not to fall in esteem, and to be fit for teaching
• should be friends with his/her students, and be full of beans
• ought not to fuss over any reason
• ought to be patient and lenient, and very often keeps his/her head
• he/she should be on the job to teach, and not do odd jobs to earn for live
• and many more....
  

what a long and tough list :)
can i be an ideal teacher??

hopefully....