miss independent

She got her own thing
That's why i love her
Miss independent

ne yo- miss independent
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if i were a man who were falling in love with miss independent
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i fall in love with this miss independent coz she's very much independent.
when i saw her the first time, i could hear ne yo's song running through my very mind and ears.
yes, she's the one i'm looking for.

that type of girl that able to take care of herself
a woman who knows very well how to do multitasking
when i'm with her, i feel so secure and so complete
i'm so proud to walk by her side
holding her, hand in hand
i'm so proud that this independent woman is in willing to share her perfect life with me

when she walks, she's the center of my universe
when she talks, her voice echoes through my world
when she's busy doing her jobs
when she's gracefully solving problems
i know how much this means that this woman has fallen for me
what a lucky guy i am

and when my time has come to ask her the question
and when her time has come to answer mine with these three magical letters (I do)
i know that i'm married to miss independent, who is now become my mrs.independent

things do not change much
she's still independent woman
she prepares my breakfast as well as her key note speech for the seminar
she brings my lunch box to the office after she paid our phone bill on the way
she cooks the dinner and serves it while she is dealing with client on the phone
she spends much of her income and keeps mine in our account

but i
somehow, do not feel any comfortable with this situation
sometimes i wish that she could be less independent and could be more dependent

i need her to need me
i need her to feel me
i need her to heart me
i need her to share
just a little bit more

when i tell her about how i feel
she says: "would you help me to remember why you marry me? why you're in love with me?"
i say: "because you're miss independent"
she says: "thank you"

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so, if i were a man, would i be falling in love with miss independent????


-xoxo-
deedee

NO AIR

june has come to its end and i just wrote a single note.
what a waste, what a flop.
can't blame no one but ME.
got nothing to share in my mind
my fingers can't run through the keypad
oh.. feel like NO AIR

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Oh
I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand

But how do you expect me
To live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

No air, no air
No air, no air
No air, no air
No air, no air

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real

But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care

But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No more
It's no air, no air

[Chorus]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

[Chorus]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air

No Air- Jordin Sparks

i'm not a girl, i'm a woman

celebrating my 25th birthday few moths ago, i changed my status from single to married.
yes, that means a lot. coz now, i'm a married woman, and here comes the responsibility.

yesterday i celebrated the graduation day for my students. and "PING" the light bulb's ON.
it was not because i got an idea or something alike. it was because i realize something. well, i'm a teacher of those teenager, i guided them to reach their dream, to be the person they want, to walk in the path of life, though not fully.

so, here i am now, declare myself as a WOMAN. releasing the WOMAN in me. hehehe
i dont' have any fair judgments about when should a woman realize that she's a woman.
so i won't blame anyone or any ME, being realizing WOMAN fact couple of months after i turned 25.

it was weeks ago when i started to change my flavor for life. i'm no longer interested in those teenage movies like 'hanna montana', highschool musical 3, 'kepompong', or those teenager movie stars like miley cirus, zac effron, derby romero, and elses.
and i can guarantee that it's not because those movies or stars are s***, but because i truly change my flavor. i did like them but i don't.

i used to like teenage movie of legally blonde, mean girls, as well as the stars. but now i prefer to watch more "mature" movies of P.S I love you, 27 dresses, my father, georgia rule, etc.
it doesn't mean that i didn't like those movie when i was younger, i did like them but not a lot, now i do like them a lot, and they become my primary option.

i'm still amazed on how the nature changed me. and of course there are a lot more factors that can indicate the changes from girl to woman, but i don't think i should explain them in detail. coz i'd like to share just a little bit.

so, for the woman in me and for the women in them... be a good woman, and keep up faith that we are women .... yeah...

xoxo
deedee