24.3.10

movie quotes

some memorable quotes from the movies i watched.



Ryan Bingham: How much does your life weigh? Imagine for a second that you're carrying a backpack. I want you to pack it with all the stuff that you have in your life... you start with the little things. The shelves, the drawers, the knickknacks, then you start adding larger stuff. Clothes, tabletop appliances, lamps, your TV... the backpack should be getting pretty heavy now. You go bigger. Your couch, your car, your home... I want you to stuff it all into that backpack. Now I want you to fill it with people. Start with casual acquaintances, friends of friends, folks around the office... and then you move into the people you trust with your most intimate secrets. Your brothers, your sisters, your children, your parents and finally your husband, your wife, your boyfriend, your girlfriend. You get them into that backpack, feel the weight of that bag. Make no mistake your relationships are the heaviest components in your life. All those negotiations and arguments and secrets, the compromises. The slower we move the faster we die. Make no mistake, moving is living. Some animals were meant to carry each other to live symbiotically over a lifetime. Star crossed lovers, monogamous swans. We are not swans. We are sharks.( Up in the Air)

Lilly: Dear Rachel, My mother always told me the hardest things to do in life are to trust, to have faith and to forgive so I want you to hear the strength in my voice when I say I forgive you because I love you, that's simple and that complicated
to forgive is to move forward
(Georgia rule)

14.3.10

My Wish


*the one who loves you will beg you to go and reach your biggest dream
and will always be there to love you when you come back*

here i come to the end of school year 2010.
i'll have another blessing moment of seeing the senior students opening the school gate and entering the university world.
not like last year when i had a full chance of time to guide senior students, but i still feel thrill.
i spent some times with some of them in a magical way. when i as a teacher can learn a lot more from the students.

i feel what i feel. but so often, i can't say the right word to say.
so i will just give them  "My Wish"
a song by Rascal Flatts


"My Wish"

I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,

But more than anything, more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more than you take.

But more than anything, yeah, and more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

This is my wish
I hope you know somebody loves you
May all your dreams stay big


-best wishes for best you-

10.3.10

Fools Rush In



it's been seventeen days since i had my D&C. the bleeding had stopped.
i talked with my husband about the possibility of having another conceiving attempt. the doctor said it is better to wait until may. to get the womb ready.
what cross in my mind is not about my physical readiness, its about my mental.
a pregnancy loss really bring me to a different level and point of view about getting pregnant, about becoming a mother.
there must be a very clear reason why i had miscarriage.
when my husband said that we should try to conceive as soon as possible, i strongly refuse that.
well, it's not because i had a trauma or i had a severe mental breakdown.
it's because of his reason. he said that we should have kids in order to make our parents happy. giving them a grand child or two will bring much pleasure.
and at that point i really go different way with him.
i really wanna make my mom and dad happier in life with anyway i can. but, when we talk about kids, the center stage is not grandma and grandpa but mommy and daddy.
there are lots to come after i give birth to a baby. because the baby will grow up. and each time that we spend will have its own challenge to be overcome.
wish i could explain him more about me being worried. or am i just too worry????

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1.3.10

HAPPY BITRHDAY


tomorrow is my 26th birthday.
but no birthday bash for sure.
just a visit to my OB, first time after i had my D&C.
hoping that everything's just fine and i'll be ready for another conceiving attempt.

i wanna be the first one to give myself a birthday bless.
best wishes for best me.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DWI..........

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